I dreamt a dream...
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Me, myself and my ego...;
I feel a little bit depressed now due to it.
The only part that i didnt like was that i was semi single, that part i really really dont want to happend.
But i dreamt that i lived in a house... and had a child.
I dont remember much, but the parts i do remember is...
We were going to visit my grandfather on my dads side.
We were going there cuz there was a special shop that only opens once a year, one day.
So when we had everything packed i saw that the time was to much for me to be able to get to the trainstation in time for the first train, and the next train was going to leave in 15 minutes.
So i hurried up.
And while i was standing there in the livingroom a thought hit my mind, how the **** was i gonna be able to get to the trainstation without a car, cuz there were to much stuff for me to carrie.
First all the bags of clothes and then my newly born daughter.
I felt the stress creaping up in me and suddenly the door bell rang.
I rang to the door to open and there stood some of my friends that had promised to look over my place while i was away.
Plus they had promissed to clean the house for me, cuz i had not done that since my daughter was born.
So the time went by and when i looked at my watch the time was 10.07 and the train leaves at 10.15
So i rushed in, collected all the bags and was about to run down to the trainstation when i saw that one of em had a bike. So i asked if i could borrow it or if he could drive me down with it and he said yes.
So i jumped on the bike and away we went.
When we were almost at the trainstation and like 2 min till the train was going to leave a thought hit me...
FFS!!! MY DAUGHTER!!! MY DAUGHTER IS STILL AT HOME!!!
So i hit the brakes on the bike and told the friend that we cant go, my daugher is still at home...
A sudden feeling of hopelesness hit me and we drove home again.
The other guys was still unloading the car when we arrived at home again and i felt so ashamed =/
The next train didnt go until 18.50 something so i desided that i was going to stay and not go to my grandfather, something i had looked forward to for weeks.
My sister and family was going to be there and i really wanted to see them and show then my little Gabrielle
Time went by (litteraly, it just flew by cuz all of a sudden my daughter was like two-three years old)
And were were going to have a small get together at my place.
Gabrielle was up and going and speaking alot.
She was so cute.
Petite, with long wavy lightblond hair and always with the biggest smile on her face.
When i introduced her to her grandmother and her grandfather (my mom and dad) her face lit up.
They had not seen here since she was born.
aaaand then i woke up.
I know that i might have spelled wrong, or used the wrong ords in some parts of this story, but i dont care.
This is my dream that i dreamt tonight, that i really wish that parts of it was true.